Sick

I'm sick today, I stayed up past 3 trying not to throw up. I was also afraid of a picture of Alice Liddell, the little girl who was Alice In Wonderland. She was really cute as a child and very gentle as an older lady but she has this picture of her as a young lady and it looked haunting. She lived a peaceful life but I was still scared like how Anna is afraid of that poem. I also was sad about what happen to the little boy who Peter Pan was based off of, he did suicide.
About 3AM, I went my mom and dad, told them I was sick to my stomach. I told some liquid med and fell asleep until my phone went off as my alarm at six.
I begged my dad to let me stay home and he said ok. But I'm missing drivers Ed, next time I get sick it can't be on a A day because we aren't suppose to miss more than 2 days. This is just great...
I went back to bed and slept until 11, I would text a little than go back to sleep. Now Emma won't answer, she's going to Idaho. I hate Idaho. I love my Utah. I only go to Idaho to visit my aunt and her family. I barely see my cousins and their kids because they've separated themselves from us. My one cousin is scared of my grandma because she had a baby without being married and like all grandmas, they want the best for their grandkids. But something like that happens grandma is disappointed. If my cousin lived in Utah, Tyler would be the youngest grandkid. She doesn't even have a picture of Tyler, yet, she's got pictures of the other cousins kids. Just when I think I know my grandma, I don't. You gotta be the oldest or youngest. Unless you are Tyler. Don't worry Tyler. You and Tyler Youngblood have more in common than just a name.

~Stay beautiful~