Ready to fly

The days are dragging because school is ending and I wanna be lazy and not even try. Which would be a BAD idea, I have to have good grades cause I don't want summer school and getting yelled at because of bad grades.
We don't have a fourth period today, the time for fourth period is extended flex. I am going my math teacher to get help on packets to make a term of algebra that I failed.
Tomorrow is my One Acts, I don't want to go, I want to sleep and not worry bout it! I am SO sick of our director, she has been screaming at me the most because I messed up on some lines, she doesn't care about our scene, she won't even be coming because she has a dance comp, she doesn't care if we win or lose. I don't get how people take drama who don't even care. It isn't an easy A, it's quite hard. Monologues, scenes, singing, dancing, play report forms. It wears me out, I MIGHT do musical theater my senior year but I never know, my heart is not really for it anymore, I'm not that devoted to drama as I use to be, I really wanted to become an actor like Miley Cyrus on Hannah Montana (she was my idol in 7Th grade) but I realized how horrible Hollywood now is and how drugs and such are more tempting to young teens in Hollywood, look at Miley Cyrus and Demi Lovato now, Miley went whack and Demi is now in rehab. Also, and everyone never leaves you alone.
I rather just be alone and write forever.
So now, writing is my passion and drawing is another too, I draw my characters, I drew the other day a drawing of Rob, it shows him graduating from high school from the class of 1989 from Will Rogers High School. Also another of my characters in cartoon with little legs and little arms. Sophie turned out adorable :) she was hugging Dean's arm.

I'm ready for school to be done, and so are a lot of people, we all need summer to kick back and love life and laugh. I am ready to be free from this building with my wings all tangled up around me. I will spread my wings and fly into the night sky, ready for a warm summer breeze, a good book on my lap, a shady tree and the sound of birds whistling and dogs barking in the background. I miss my Beck, he passed away in the beginning of May. I love and miss him dearly.
I am ready. I am ready to fly.